Uni

So today makes the last day of my life at uni. Ok so it wasn't really a life more like three weeks. I have decided to quit and focus on my television and film script ideas. I have about 12 television ideas and around 7 films ideas. The only problem is that I, my personality is one that like to procrastinate. Its like my little sidekick until i want to do something. Don't get the wrong idea, im not a lazy sun of a gun that doesnt care. i just find better things to do with my time then taking at the garbage.

But fear no more, i have set myself a deadline, if i dont ring this guy from the ABC (Australian broadcasting Commission) then my girlfriend will dail it for me. However I dont feel im procrastinating because I really want this to work out for me. So im trying to develop the one major idea i have into a great thought out piece of work, because I want this so bad that if I get knocked back my dream would fall and break on the ground.

Is it really my fault that I only want to give the best to the ABC or is it the socity that forces me to be perfect and not try and see if something crap can pass. Whose fault is it really? Im just joking, settle down. Thought I better say im joking before I get emails from the crazy people saying, "back in my day we struggled and we came through in the end". I am really getting over the lectures from the older generation. I mean come on, lighten up, we are going through a economical break down and people are still worring about what happens if my son or daughter fail.

The truth is the teens of today want to fail because then we would have lived up to your expertations of us. You see older generation that you are judgemental and selfish. You only want what you want and if we try to follow our own path we get guilt triped into running back to your yellow brick road.

What am I asking from the should be forgoten generation, well its BACK OFF BITCH. I mean that we all the repect in the world, but we as the youth of today need to learn from our mistakes not from yours, we need to find our selves and live our life. Let your children or grandchildren live their life. Be there only to help and support them, dont be there to control or worst still gloat when your children or grandchildren fail or fall.

You may hate the path your family takes, but they will always be your family, so you better love them for that. It just makes it a little bit easier.

What To Do? What To Do?

Hey everybody that is reading this, lets get that off my chest for a start, wow that feels way better. OK that was lame but deal with it. i guess your reading this because a) you have nothing better to do with you life and b) you read my profile and was like "um that guy sounds pretty cool" Well I'm sorry if you were lead to believe this blog would be humourous, i will endeavor to make it that (maybe) this really is just going to be random thoughts and extremely random postings about, type two diabetes and their lard encrusted ass, politics, celebs and whatever the hell i feel like talking about. OK now i have bored most of you randoms off, ill reward the slim few that stuck with the last two paragraphs, with a bio of me - Biggzy I grew up in a small town (every story starts off like this - even if it isn't true, have you noticed that) Ormiston is where i am now, Ormiston, Australia. haven't heard of Australia, that's OK not many people have, well Australia is like the most powerful country in the whole world, we own like 78% of all Nuclear weapons in the world. don't worry CNN and all the other news shows don't like to boost that Australia is the powerfulest (if that's a word) country in the world, and we like to let everyone think its America. That way we can build our army of Death Ninjas (haven't heard of that either - Bloody CNN and they claim they are the top news and current affairs program in the world) So I'm 18, just turned 18 in January, i was diagnosed with type one diabetes in grade 5 with is when i was 10 (Diabetic Birthday - 4/8/2001) I have gone from injections to an insulin pump. use to do around 6 or 7 injections a day. i also prick my finger 5-6 times a day, i will up load a pic of my finger and how it is officially screwed. i love acting, travel and making money, god if there was a job that would give me all three i would be like "i totally just jizzed in my pants" (hint hint getaway and the great outdoors) So past has gone and present is alright, but future is what i hold onto, I'm going to be in films and television productions in my future, so always keep a look at for me. OK well that catches you all up, ill be around Peace To The World, and ALL Submit To Kevin Rudd The Free World Leader (Australian Prime Minister - Come on CNN) ----BIGGZY-----

Why be racist towards me?

So i was sitting on the train the other day, well ok been on the train more than once in the other day time frame, but i was watch real female orgasms 8 on my ipod classic that i got off ebay for 16 dollars less than you can get in stores. When i looked up and saw a sign that said no food or drink to be consumed on the train. At first i was like, um interesting now what am i going to do with this 5 course meal i brought to CONSUME on my way home. Then it hit me that sign is pure and at the very heart racist towards me. Then i jumped for my sitting position demanded to speak to the driver. Now who was i to know he was busy driving. So you can see officer it is all a big misunderstanding. Why is the sign racist you ask, well let me explain, due to my medical condition (type one diabetes) i have to CONSUME food or drink to stay alive, and you putting up a sign that doesn't allow me to save my life is racism. Comment this if you support me and reckon i should sue queensland rail. Bloody racist cock munchers

Regret!

What do you regret most in the world? Someone close to me asked me that the other day. I replyed nothing. Nothing. That's all i could manage to say with 12 years of formal education. But now i have time on my hands, and lucky i do or else i would have time to fix them. 1) I regret not making the world awhere what I want to do. Solution: I want to became rich and famous and I want to do this through acting and film and television production 2) I regret not spending more time with Megan at school and in the first three months of my relation with her. Solution: Love her every day i'm with her and count my blessings that she is still here with me. 3) I regret caring about what people thought about me. Solution: Grow up and remember that whatever people say your opinion is the only one that counts. 4) I regret not saying my mind and talking crap from friends, family and randoms. Solution: Speak with a clear mind and defend myself and my girlfriend. 5) I regret going to schoolies and having my friends (so called) walk over me and use me. Solution: Be myself and only myself. Change what I can change and leave what I have to leave alone. Life isn't about making everything perfect it's about making it the best. 6) I regret only finding myself now at 18. Solution: Listen to myself and be thankful I found myself at 18 and not on my death bed. Just think of the waste. 7) I regret that I only have 6 regrets and not 7 because 7 is my favourite number. Solution: Looks like i'm going to rob a bank or going on a killing spree. Maybe not because that would make 8 regrets. I thought I would try and use a bit of humour at the end because this is a pretty gloomy blog. My high school English teacher always told me to make sure they is a call to action in your work. So I guess I can't let her down. So what can I have as my call of action, well it would be to consider your regrets and find solutions to them, but please have a laugh or two on your journey. No one likes to die with regrets or die without laughter. Try it out you may be suprised how true you can be with yourself. Peace.